to emphasize how socially inept i've been lately, i'll describe my relationship with my cousin.  not... tht kinda relationship, but like friendship :)  if we even have anything... heh

sooo i've been with my cousins for about 3-4 days now.  it's been kinda boring, but of course i have my cousins, so it should be ok, right?

the first day, my aunt picked me up from the train station, and he was sitting at the kitchen table reading.  we walked in, and my aunt;s like say hi to tiffany, so i was like hi, and he just turned around, waved, and started reading again.  i was thinking... ok.... fine.  wellll later, me, my aunt, and my cousin (his names micheal in englihs cept i dun call him tht... i dun call him anything haha... but anyway) we went to pick up my other cousin... her englsih name is lily.  and like my aunt drove us there... in silence, and then we went back to their house... in silence.  anway.  we went to watch a movie, me, michael, and lily.  and idk we didnt talk much, can't really talk during a movie.  and finally, we left, and... ya.  the end.  end of day 1. 

so we went out: me, my uncle, aunt, and 2 cousins, and we went to tai chung... and it was ok.  i still didn't talk much with them, and i just slept alot in the car and stuff. and then we went shopping, the 3 of us, and i talked to lily some.  but it was only bout shopping, thts it.  and michael just tagged along.  i dun think i talked to him at all haha. but ya, and so the next day, before we left, we went to a book store, and i was lookin at books, and he comes up the stairs and is like ya we're leaving.  and iwas like ok.  and he goes did u get anything, and i'm like ya.  conversation 1..!  haha.  i think tht is a record conversation time.  4 lines!  ok

then today we had like wuts it called in english... but its like ice... shredded ice or w/e ?idk its like choi bing in chinese.  but ya and we ate together in silence.  how great is tht. 

idk i feel real like withdrawn in taiwain... so lonely :P  idk.  i really wanna be home... heh.  idk wut i'll do when i go off to college or w/e... i'll be so lonely by myself =/ 

i feel like i'm always real dependent on people, and yet i never feel satisfied, geez idk wut i'm talkin bout.  ok but ya umm taiwan idk if i could ever live here.. i would get so fat, and bitten to death by mosquitos... in tally i hadn't gotten bitten since like last year but here i get bit like everyday... and so i'm scared to wear shorts, but then it's really hot here... yuck.  its too hot and humid... even more so than tally.  no fun :P

ok i'll go back to watchin my korean drama.  later 

hm so we're back in taipei, was in kao shiong for 3 days, and we went to alishan, and yup

at alishan we ... walked alot haha.  hiked and stuff... which was good cuz i need exercise, i'm getting so fat in taiwan ... imagine if i actually lived here how fat i would get... yuck.  but ya we stayed in this pretty nice hotel.  anddd we were really cold.  cold... in taiwan!  hah...  ya and now i got a cold, cuz of all the a.c. and hotness and stuff... yah.  takin drugs and stuff for it ... but mm i met a really kool kid... more like a dog haha, i called it go go... like dog? ya and like she followed me everywhere... haha... like we were walking and i kept calling out go go tzo bah... like cmon yah? and like it just kept following us, and my mom was starting to get mad cuz she's not a big fan of dogs, and neither is my grandmother, so they were all like make tht dog go away, but i kept going cmon go go... heehee.. and so in the end, we tried to hide from it, and she just started looking around and then just lay down ,and i was like aww.... and so we started walkign again, and my sis was like dun call out to her, it'll just start following us again... well haha i didnt, but when she saw us, she stood up and started following us again.  haha.  and finally after a while, we finally lost her when she followed another group of ppl... so finally we were approaching the hotel again, and my mom and grandma were pretty far behind so my dad gave us the keys and told me and allison to go on ahead, and so we walked to the entrance, and we see... go go!! haha it was funny... good times good times...

lai luh lai luh!!!! hao gao shing...~... dun ask hahahaha..  hmmm  my car came... just now!! heeee... i think like 2 ppl know wuit tht is on xanga?  haha :P  thts sick, yes i know... :P

yupyup so i'll post pictures sometime... when i feel like it... i'm so lazy here in taiwan, and i feel like i dun havta do anything or w/e... even tho if i dont i'l get fat and not be able to dance anymore... i think i'm already starting to lose all the muscle i accumulated from ballet in my legs.. sigh.. its like i'm slowly wasting away or something

o and btw... i know this is prolly a stupid question, but i'm not sure and i dun hav a math book...

wut's a one-to-one function?